Lagu yang sangat2 dekat dengan struggle dan realiti pahit seorang bergelar suami dan ayah. Lirik: (Verse 1) They never knew the pain I’ve been through Every single day I swear I barely made it through Thought after years the storm would fade away But every new sunrise brings another wave Bills on the table and the pressure on my chest Working like a slave but they say I’m doing less Ten years grinding, breaking bones for the pay Still living like a man who just started yesterday (Verse 2) My wife doesn’t see the war inside my head She only sees the things that I never did Complaining that I’m never home enough But she never sees the road has been so rough Never says hello, never asks if I’m okay Never sees the weight that I carry every day Says the money’s never ever good enough But she never thanks the man that’s giving up (Pre-Chorus) I thought a decade would give me something more But I’m still standing at the same locked door Watching everybody else fly high above While I’m still buried in the dirt and mud (Chorus) I’m drowning in the noise inside my head tonight Trying just to breathe but nothing feels right Everybody winning while I’m stuck in the fight God tell me when my life will finally change I’m screaming but the world just walks away Trying to survive another broken day I just want my family smiling someday Is that too much for me to pray? (Verse 3) I see my friends taking flights overseas Posting pictures living life with ease Ten thousand salary every month they earn While I’m still waiting for my turn I wanna take a trip, just once in my life Pack a bag and bring my kid and my wife But dreams are expensive and pockets are dry So I just smile and pretend I’m fine (Verse 4) My car is older than the dreams I had Tiny little box that barely fits the fam I just want a ride where my son can sleep Where my wife feels safe on a long highway trip SUV or sedan I don’t even care Just something better than the life we share So I can drive them anywhere they want Without the fear that the engine stops (Bridge) Even when the holidays arrive again I’m counting coins just to make it end Eid is coming but I’m standing still Praying someday I can pay the bill I wanna give them everything they ask But every year feels like another test (BREAKDOWN) Why does it feel like the world’s against me?! I’ve been fighting since the day that I could breathe! Every dream that I try to chase Turns into another slap in the face! God if you’re listening hear my cry! I’m so damn tired of this life! (Final Chorus) I’m drowning in the noise inside my head tonight Trying just to breathe but nothing feels right Everybody winning while I’m stuck in the fight God tell me when my life will finally change I’m screaming but the world just walks away Trying to survive another broken day I just want my family smiling someday Is that too much for me to pray?